All your posts about people treating you badly (and just generally everything you write) makes you seem like a arrogant twat with no self-awareness. Way to make this all about yourself. Good input.
I completely understand your opinion of me.
As a Chinese, my living experience in China, my mode of communication with the local people, as well as the way I am treated by them, are essentially different from yours, and that may explain why some of my anger and cynicism toward the society that I come from don't make full sense to you.
It also depends on how you look at this forum, whether you take it more seriously or more casually, and I am more of the latter. I understand that talking a lot about my own experiences may appear self-centered, but that takes much less time.
Plus, there aren't many comments anyway. Sometimes my comment is the only one below a post---it really feels like I'm amusing myself. I didn't even realize that my comments have readers like you, if I did, I'd probably write less about my own stories.
It's true that I have probably ranted too much here, partly because this place feels like a haven for me, completly out of reach from the non-expat, Chinese world that I live in, but that doesn't exclude me from loving so many things about China and Beijing, which I should probably share more about.
