I need a book to help me get out of this situation.

I'm not a virgin anymore and whenever I read words online that says women who lose virginity before marriage have no hope in life at all, I almost wanna kill myself.

But the guy who took away my virginity, I hope I will never see him!

Plus, my family is putting pressure on me.

I want to learn psychology, but they are against my option by saying that I can't find a good job.

I want to feel better and hopeful again.