In fact, whether it's encouragement or abuse, any attention I get from showing my personal experience makes me feel guilty 。The interview did get more people to listen to my music and gave us a relatively smooth start as an underground band, but by selling my own and my family's (especially family's) story I felt like I was becoming someone I hated. Of course, no one in society can avoid betraying oneself, but the attention gained through the story and the character turns the story into satire.The only thing I should sell is myself and the music that extends the story. Only the work is truly honest.